to the one thats watching over him,
i dont know how to put this, I’m not the one he needs. he needs someone who comes from a great family like he does, someone who does see the positivity in everything, whose nicer than me, someone whose happy with their life, someone whose not damaged from her parents divorce. watching what my parents are going through makes me doubt if i even want to get married, i dont want to go through what there going through, i dont want to put my kids through that, i dont want to put him through that. and idk why i automatically think i will get divorced but in case that ever turns into the case i dont want to do that to him, i never want to hurt him. i want him to have an amazing wife, i want him to have an amazing marriage because the perfect guy for that, and I’m not. i know your watching over your family and he misses you so much and i know your going to help him and guide him the best way you can. i already know I’m gonna end up like my mom but i dont want to do this to him. if you know whats good for him take him away from me, he’ll thank you one day.