Dear Dad,
i hate you, im mad at you, i wish you would move out but im sorry. i wish you were a good dad, i wish you would help me pay for school, i wish you helped me pay for my car, i wish you helped me in life in general. But above that i wish you treated mom good, i wish we could of still been a family, a happy family. youve hurt me so much and sometimes i dont know how ill ever be able to forgive you. i use to be your little girl but now im getting older and i need help in the real world and your not there. I wish you cared about my school because it means everything to me. i wish you were good to mom because family is everything. Even though i disrespect you a lot, its only because im mad and im hurt. sometimes you can be such a jerk, and i hate when you yell. Your so good at fixing things you break; you can fix everything in the world from door knobs to cars, so why cant you fix whats broken in this father-daughter relationship? well tomorrow ill be see a bunch of dads at work and writing it on cakes and seeing happy families and ill just be serving them and dreading coming home. I wish this could of been a good happy letter but your not a good dad, and im sorry. I hope one day when i grow up and im all accomplished, that you regret it deep down in your heart that you didnt help me and i hope you know that i did all without you.
-your daughter who you hurt.
Dear Dziadek,
I miss you so much you have no idea, i think about you so much. I wish you were here, you have no idea how much i miss you, if i could do anything on fathers day it would be spend one more day with you. you were such an amazing person and i miss you everyday. Im so sorry i havent been to the grave, i dont know how to get there and i dont really want anyone to come with me, and i dont talk to my dad so idk where your located, but when i get the place i do want to come and visit. I know your watching over me, i just wish you were here. Save me some cherry babka in heaven, because i dont think ive had it in forever. i miss you so much :( i think about you all the time and all the times we had, i would do anything for more. Happy Father’s Day, i love you and i miss you.
-your granddaughter who misses you every day.
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