— Iain S. Thomas, Intentional Dissonance (via stay-ocean-minded)
because who would want to marry into a family that is so broken up. that is a battlefield every minute of every day. where when you walk into the house you feel the tension. because who in their right mind would want to marry into a family that. because in no other families are their parents enemies. where the battlefield is the one place you want to get away from everything but instead you just come home to more. who would want to marry into a family where the mom gets mad at the dog for sitting on the dads lap or into a family where the dad treats the mom like shit and doesnt do everything for his family. who would want to marry into a family that hates each other and back stabs each other.
because who would want to marry a girl who is fucked up. who feels way to many emotions and knows what she wants but doesnt know how to change how she is. why would you want to be with a girl who controls you, or makes you cry. who would marry a girl like that.
i wouldnt. if i saw a guy in my position i would walk the other way. because its true no one in their right mind would want to get involved with that. its not normal. its not healthy. its not right. but its my life.
you always think it wont happen to you, and apart of me still doesnt believe that this is my family but the saddest thing is that it is. and theres no escape because like i said who would honestly want to be with someone like me and my family. no one.